The other week xtine asked me out to go with her to apo view to meet up with tj pamintuan and his frends from Manila.. I didn't go... "Sorry tin i had plans na kasi eh"...
Last Sunday i went to sm... tin, tj pamintuan and some of there frends was there... I didn't realize that they were there... I just saw them when I was going home, I was inside the car na!!! Grrr... "Nxt tym promiz tin i'll go with you talaga... Have a safe trip goin to Manila.... Love Ya!!!"
Have you ever heard the saying "LOVE HURTS"???....
Read my story... Hope you'll learn something good...
Damn last tuesday I really felt that my heart was torn into itsie bitsie pieces!!! Gosh L.O.V.E. does hurt.... it really hurts bad!!!
Lunchtime last tuesday my boyfriend called me... He just blew up!! I mean like SUPER ANGRY!! As in ANGRY!! I really don't like it when his angry... He get's soo mixed up with his emotions that sometimes I don't even have the time to talk because he does all the talking... We fought over on this SUPER GAGO GUY!! Damn... haha... "hey you know who you are!! Sorrreeehhh!! Bantay ka lang sa boyztrek!!! hahaha... Dami nag atang para kulatahon ka did2!! Balik p jud.. pag gawas nimu kay di na ma drawing imung nawong!!"....
My boyfriend got so mad that when I was trying to explain the whole thing he just said...
"Bullshit".... "Ginagawa mo akong tangga"... and the like....
Then he dropped the fone... I was left there hanging... That's when I felt soo crushed... It hurts... I mean it hurts really bad.. I totally freaked out!!
I started calling him in the house, he won't pick up...
I called about over a hundred times in his cellphone (i really mean a hundred, trust me), he won't answer it...
I was so freaked out I started to call his frends for help... I was so desperate to tell my side of the story.. I was just so scared cuz i think we were in the verge of breakin up or makin up... I was going crazy for about that whole day... Promise!! Cuz he didn't know my story I was a little upset... cuz he's believing on the wrong reason.. See it's really hard..
I called louie, my beshie!! haha... he said he was in boyztreck... When he heard me crying on the phone he got worried and passed the phone to tantan... They gave me moral support... Then i asked lou if he could give me an advice.. We met up at Karl's so that we can talk... He comforted me and all... He promised me it's gonna be ok...
Then we went to boyztreck.. Outside Hector and mabs were there... They immedietly said "Tin asa c wendyl??"... Then i said "Away lagi mi, nangayo pa ko advice ke lou"... Hector said "x na??"... I said "ambot lage"...
When we were inside i ordered a latte... I was sitting in the couch with lou, hector, pacatang n mabs... They tried to comfort me and make me laugh.. I was laughing outside but, damn my heart was definitely crushed inside... Hector showed me there scuba diving pictures!! haha... "guapuha ug mga lubot uy!!" They showed there butt when they were under water!! haha... Mabs said "tin tawagan nato!!"... i said "dili lage mutubag mabs"... He said "mutubag lage na sa ako, bahala ka!!"... I gave my cell to him.. Then suddenly he said "Uy wendz!!! asa man ka?? asa man ka?? ad2 diri boyztreck!! Unsa man ni xa uy!! Away away man mo uy...Oh sturyaa si christine" Then wen i got the fone... Argh mabs was just joking.... it was still ringing... Hay nalang!! Pero atleast they made me laugh...
Then after boyztreck my mom n me went to chimes... She said a little shopping will make me feel better... But for me it didn't... It was the first time i got out of chimes without buying anyithing... When I was inside I felt i had a world of my own.. I told you I was going crazy!!
Then we went back to karl's to meet up with ivan n tita gigi... we chatted for a while... Ivan brought his new laptop... It was super nice... I told my story then they made me feel a little better...
That night I was so restless... I was hoping for my boyfriend to call... I even called him at there haus.. He still won't pick up.. I txted him, Called on his fone even txtd his cousin to tell him to answer my calls... Still i failed...
I had a wake up call the next day 6:00 in the morning to call him before his class.. A few calls later...then he answered... I was soo happy.. not knowing he was still mad... I tried to talk and compromise but still he dropped the phone... My heart felt even more broken...
That afternoon I was so raedy to go to there haus to talk to him bout us... also to explain my part...
Then ring ring... My fone rang... I picked it up and I was shocked cuz my boyfriend called... It was a long talk... First he was mad... then i explained to him... He calmed down a bit then there were also silent moments.. After all of that we talked about it... told our parts and we were ok!! I was so glad...
That night I went to his house and brought food... mcdo!! yUm yUm!! He said sorry to me personally.. That's more sweeter!! I helped him study on his test the next day.... At the room... He always hugged me super tight.... That's super sweet... It was super late, we even slept for about an hour... hehe... I went home late but that's ok..
I've learned a lot from what had happened....
I really need to be patient and Understanding...
I really love my boyfriend... I didn't know I can do all those stuff... I did everything for us to be ok... Now it is...
Most of all Really believe in GOD... Without Him life really isn't the same... | 
